“하나부터 열까지 말이 안돼, 아무리 생각해도 너는 안돼.”

#nowplaying MissA – One To Ten

One of my favourite missA song~^^ Must listen though it’s not their title track. I don’t know the meaning but when I first heard the song I cried. I’m too emotional~ :”(((

Just finished doing my last piece of holiday homework. Yea, I know school reopened. Yes, I didn’t finish my homework, problem? Actually, I haven’t even finish my holiday homework. I am just done those that I need to hand in tomorrow.. Why do we need to do English cheatsheet.. That is the stupidest thing I’ve even come across. But yes, studying is full of dumb stuff.

And wow, guess what! My twitter got hacked by some bitches. I don’t know who, but don’t you let me catch you you bitch. I will skim your skin off, minced you up, and feed you to the dog. Your whole family die I tell you. Want to hack also don’t know how to hack properly, Woohyung, Yonguk, Daehyung. Your spelling so good. And that bitch have the cheek to say that I am over 60kg when I haven’t even hit 50kg. Ok, maybe I have. I didn’t dare to stand on the weighing machine after I came back from Hongkong. Now the main thing is how heavy also ok, don’t overweight can already.

Had taiji class during cca today. They forced us take up taiji. My teacher say the coach is a young man. I kept praying that he is handsome. Turned out that I’m so disappointed. And he ripped his pants during class._.” He actually tried to raise his legs high sideways to show us, and I happened to be standing beside him. And when he raised up, I had a nice view of his light blue boxers.

A little thing about the pervert me is that usually girls would be shy when they see guy’s pants ripped, like cover their eyes or turn away with awkwardness. My eyes were like going to pop up and my jaws dropped. It was like I wanted to scream “HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT LOOK AT THAT” Okay, the reaction Jessica gave to the kissing couple like she said on strong heart. Lol.

And I ran to Joel immediately to tell him about it, though he is across the other end of the room. I can’t take it, I need to share it with someone. Joey and Tongyiin would probably scold me if I tell them. Jayee would be too loud that the teacher would find out. Joel is the best candidate because he is so dirty, like me. But still I still ended up telling Joey Tongyiin Jayee. And I was wondering if I should tell him about it for the whole lesson.

Okay, let me spazz for a bit! Thanks!

SUNGJONG IF YOU CANT GROW MUSCULAR, AT LEAST GET FATTER TT_TT

“사랑한다고 사랑한다고 문자라도 남겨줘 OH OH OH 날 울리지마 NO~”

#nowplaying Davichi’s – 8282 (Hurry Hurry)

OLD BUT GOOD SONG!! Give me a call, baby baby~

3 weeks since I posted! Have been so busy in Hongkong and with dance rehearsals.. Whole body sore because of the new dance. And one more thing, when I walked into the studio, my dance teacher went “WOW, YOU STAY IN HONGKONG EAT VERY GOOD IS IT?” Oh mum TT_TT I knew he would say that. That ass. TT_TT Then he started scolding me the whole day for gaining weight. Ok, i officially announce that I’m overweight. Actually I’m not sure, but probably. TT_TT I can overweight, don’t put me in health and fitness club can already. I don’t want morning go run. So embarrassing..

Anyway, my Infinitize finally came. I ordered it before their comeback, and I only got it when they are about to end their promotion. WTF. And guess what? There’s a crack. WHY MY ALBUM!!! TT_TT And the lego glasses arrived too. I saw like tons of them in Hongkong, so I don’t know why I even got it from blogshops. I will get them earlier if I got them from Hongkong. But anyway, I look like some shit with the glasses.

AH YES ONE MORE THING. HONGKONG KTV HAVE GOING CRAZY UNLIKE THOSE IN SINGAPORE. I WAS SO HAPPY OMG WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I SANG IT LIKE 5 TIMES THAT NIGHT LOL. AND WHAT’S MORE, NO ONE WAS SNATCHING THE MIC WITH ME. ONLY MY BROTHER AND I WAS SINGING. HE WAS AS MAD AS I AM. BUT HE DON’T HAVE THE STAMINA TO SING FOR 5 HOURS. HE DIED AFTER SINGING GOOD DAY BECAUSE IT WAS TOO HIGH PITCH LMFAO.

15 more hours, I will be getting scolded for not completing my homework. Okay, actually I think I finish my homework already. Just some empty questions here and there.. Last day of my holiday.. Time pass so fast ): I wasted 2 weeks of my precious holiday in Hongkong rotting. What’s worse, June is the full Infinite on my calendar. That means 2 weeks never see my calendar. That’s like wasting my money although I already raped my calendar, almost.

There’s dance after school tomorrow. We were all forced to sign up on that dumb taiji course. I seriously rather let my teacher rant about how fat I grew but rehearse our new item than learning taiji. Though my teacher hinted me that the taiji teacher is a young guy. *pedo smiles* Okay, please at least let him be cute!!!!!!!! I won’t feel so bored at least. PUAHAHAHHA.

Planning to join Kpop Star Hunt.. Hopefully I get through hahahaha. HOPEFULLY. But I think it’s quite hard._. They don’t really look on only talent, they care alot alot about looks too._.” No offense but  Lucica got to top 3 but she can’t sing, but Maressa was only top 11 when she can sing whole lot better than Lucica. It’s just not fair. So I might not even get the opportunity to be in top 100 in Singapore because I’m fat. Goodness. -Depression-

 

“딴 놈 만나면 안돼, 벌써 그러면 안돼”

#nowplaying Infinite – Nothing’s Over

I’m in Hongkong now. Fml TT_TT It’s so boring here. Everyone that I meet, start asking me about my weight. Those faggots. -_-” When I tell them my real weight, they would be like “Are you sure?!” Since you don’t want to believe me, why the hell do you bother asking. Shouldn’t let them ruin my mood so whatever.

Anyway, my grandmother scolded me for smoking. NO PEOPLE, I DONT SMOKE. I HATE SMOKERS THE MOST except yongguk.. let’s not talk about this issue.. She heard my dad said “There’s a girl that is like my age that smokes” And she took it as if I’m the one that smoke. Then she started scolding me -_______-” I wanted to scream “FCK YOU BITCH. I HATE SMOKERS THE MOST AND YOU ARE SAYING THAT I SMOKE?! GET A LIFE.” ZZZZ. For goodness sake, my dad smoked and she didn’t even scold him? And she comes and scold me? Wow wow wow. She should take care of her son first.

HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY INFINITE OPPAS!<3 Love all of you~ It’ve been 2 years. Still remembered I started liking Infinite when they came for Kpop Night’10!! Hehehe. But after a few months, I forgot about them because of SHINee. Bad choice minhee.. Then when they had their Be Mine comeback, I totally fell for them again. They were so charming on stage. And guess what, the one who pulled me back into Infinite’s fandom is Sungjong and his geurae attack! Hahahahahaha. Those cutie pies.. Miss their sesame player era! ): When all of them get to go around freely although it’s scripted. At least they get to run around and release stress. And what’s better, we get to see it! Hahahaha.

Oh and Woollim, did I mention that I hate you? How can you only give the radio privilege to k-inspirits!! Do you mean that we international fans aren’t fans?! We give as much support as we can!! And I am sure our love won’t be any lesser than k-inspirits!! And please bring Infinite to Singapore again. At least Dongwoo mentioned Singapore was their most memorable overseas stage!! Because it’s their first overseas stage and the stage is big. Hahahahahahha. Just realeased my favourite bands’ first overseas performance is in Singapore. Okay, I should be satisfied, even though I’m not! ._.

Yes I need to admit I did lost a little of my Infinite feel awhile ago when I was so into B.A.P. I’m sorry okay! But I still love them and the feel is back~^^ Don’t worry! Hahahahahahaha. Those boys. Who can bare to not like them! ><

From getting awards to banana and americano pranks, everything is important. Part of them, part of us, part of our memories. How long can we walk this road together as Infinite and Inspirits, I don’t know. Maybe I’ll lost my way somewhere later on, but for now, I’m sure I am loving them as much as I can.

Since it’s their aniversary, let me spam some gif~ 😀

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY ONCE AGAIN. LOVE ALL OF YOU! *THROW HEARTS AT INFINITE BOYS*

P/S: Credit to rightful owners on tumblr. I own none of the gifs!

“소중했던 널, 사랑했던 널, 몰라봐서 미안 미안해.”

#nowplaying Secret – I Want You Back

I more or less got over the fact that Yongguk smokes. Although I still don’t approve or encourage that, but what can I do other than get that fact drilled into my brain? But I still feel sad about it when my dad comes home with that dirty smell at night. It really turns me off. And seems like after this incident happened, I’ve been paying more attention to smokers around me. I tend to give them a face or hiss them away. Lol. They would be giving me the wtf-is-wrong-with-this-girl face ._. No joke. There’s a motorist who smoked while he was driving his motorcycle. I tsk-ed and rolled my eyes at him. Then he gave me a face. Lol.

But like I said, it’s really a pity that he smokes. His an idol and it spoils his voice And it’s not good for skin complexion. (DAEHYUN YOU CANT SMOKE. YOU HEAR ME?!) And I have been wondering where the hell do he even find the time to smoke ._.” He would be so busy practising, then he’ll have to write lyrics, then he have to watch his damn war movies, and the most important thing, he has to date JiEun. How is it even possible for him to find time to smoke. Ah.. I don’t know. His the tough leader. He can do anything. Let me stop thinking about this. La la la la la~

MY FUCKING TWITTER GOT SUSPENDED. LIKE SERIOUSLY WTF IS WRONG WITH TWITTER -__________- THERES SO MANY PEOPLE TWEETING MORE THAN I DO. JUST JAIL ME?! WHY DID YOU EVEN SUSPEND ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL I DO -_______________________- (Lol. What the hell you do~) ITS DUMB TO GET SUSPENDED BUT NOT KNOWING THE REASON. AND ITS TRAGIC TOO TT_TT DENISE GOT SUSPENDED TOO. OUR POOR ACCOUNTS… SO YEA, I MOVED ON TO @MRSCHOIJELLOW. Though I still prefer mrschoijello alot more.. ): That’s like my favourite twitter username so far and they went to suspend me -_- Thanks twitter. I even got a signature for Mrschoijello. Zzzz. Twitter that bitch.

And and and.. Happy birthday to my dearest brother! :3 He is a year older already. Old hag~ 😀 PUAHAHHAHA. He needs to go to the dermatologist with Daehyun!! Hahahahaha. And he is being too good to me lately that I’m a little scared ._. He is going to bring me to ice-cream buffet next monday and he shared his apple crumble pie with me just now. It’s creepy!!!!!!!!!!! But let’s just wait until he does something bad to me. For now, I’ll just enjoy all the privileges and good stuffs that he offers me. PUAHAHAHAH. And I gave him a beanie boaster as his birthday gift. Since he has so much tigger on his bed because of his ex-girlfriend, I should give him something that isn’t from his ex-girlfriend. Lol. That would make him less saddist. And I really don’t get it. It’s not like he don’t have a new girlfriend, why the hell do he still keep his ex-girlfriend’s photos hanging on the wall. He is like a stalker ._.”  HAHAHAH. (Neon jeoldae naegaseo ttaero jisu eobseo) Okay, ignore me.  I just didn’t listen to B.A.P for 5 days, and it feel like I’m out of the jail now that I am free from the B.A.P hiatus. HAHAHAHA. Happygirl97.

Since I’m in a good mood, let me show you some treasure! 😀

No doubt. I miss the all-blonde era alot alot..

“사랑한다, 미안하다, 그래 더는 안되겠어.”

#nowplaying Infinite – Only Tears

It’ve been three days since I last listen to a B.A.P song. I don’t know why, but the fact that Yongguk smokes still doesn’t get through me well. Every morning I would wake up, feeling a little better. But whenever my dad comes home at night, all the feelings would come rushing back to me again. One, seeing my dad is already a big turn off. Two, the cigarette smell that he has reminds me too much of Yongguk smoking. Maybe Yongguk doesn’t smells like this when he smokes, I don’t know. But that cigarette smell that I always hated since I was young, may be how the man I love so dearly smells like. I don’t want to think about it, but everything, everyone is reminding me about it. From how my dad smells like, to how my friend’s mother told me how much she hated smokers. Well, I do too. But like I mentioned, how am I suppose to hate on Yongguk? (Why do I sound like he is my bias. OTL.)

Every night, just because of my dad, and Yongguk, I have to lie on my bed for few hours before I can even fall asleep. And what’s more, I had to cry myself till I’m tired before I can sleep. I know I know, he isn’t my husband and all. Or what’s even better, I clearly know the fact that he don’t even know I exist. But still, I care a lot and a lot for him.

When I was having some problems with him on the second day, my friends thought I broke up with Dongjae/Woohyun/Zelo. At least, they understood that I was tired. I wasn’t lying. I am tired. Tired from all the shit that I’m facing.

I wouldn’t think that I don’t deserve this. As a fangirl, there would be a lot of things that I would undergo, myself and erm, mentally with my idol. This is probably the biggest and hardest feeling that I can’t get over until now. From the time with SM announced that Jonghyun and Sekyung were dating (LOL. That fake couple..) till Block B’s controversy, I swear I didn’t face anything as big as this. Maybe Jongkyung’s case was quite big because I almost got knocked down by a car, but I wasn’t really having any super big feeling about it after that day and I didn’t cry at all as far as I remember. But this? Just thinking about it makes my heart go sour.

Well, I’m not putting an act for being so happy on my timeline, in my texts, or acting so emotional on my posts. Believe it or not, I just don’t want to let anyone get affected by how I feel, unless that person is bringing Yongguk up, especially when they talk about the smoking case. But since not many would even bother clicking on my link and reading this, I thought it would be alright to say anything here? At least they wouldn’t get to personal compared to being emotional on my replies to their tweets and texts? Okay, if you get what I mean..

I really want to put all this shit down. I thought of taking a break from B.A.P or even fandom. But it’s too hard with all the people on my timeline, spamming me about those precious bunnies. I already debated with myself for at least 30 times, if I should open the pictures and links. And yes, I ended up getting defeated and opening them ._.” And what’s more, when I see Yongguk‘s instagram update, I was pulling my own hair and walking around my room, thinking if I should open the photo to see it or not. Obviously I did. Who can resist that bad ass?

Every night before I sleep, I would be thinking all sorts of excuse for Yongguk to smoke. Maybe he is too stress. Maybe he is forced to. But I know very well that if he didn’t want to do it, he wouldn’t. Why? Because he is Bang Yongguk. Bang Yongguk is the man. The man that is so strong that no one can ever force him. I guess..? (Maybe Jieun can though.. Lol.)

But I guess I just need time? Time to understand Yongguk? This is still too big for me to digest in a day. Hopefully, by the next post, I can get all this things process through my mind, and become more mature. At least towards this incident, I would want to be more positive?

Ok, I just noticed this is my longest post so far..

(PS: For those who want the photo of Yongguk smoking, I posted it recently on my twitter. Look through my twitter media?)

Bye.

바보방용국 바보방용국 바보방용국

#nowplaying Nothing.

Had my english oral today morning. I screwed it. No mood to talk about it. Just something simple and go and ask yourself how do you fucking answer this kind of question. “Do you agree that prevention is better than cure.” Ya fuck my life. That’s my topic.

After my oral, went to grab lunch, or more like breakfast with Denise, Jingxuan and Iza. When we were on our way, Jingxuan told me that Yongguk smokes. Well, I certainly wasn’t surprise. Just look at his face. How bad does he looks? I don’t mean the handsome-ugly kind, i mean good-boy-bad-ass kind. Well, he looks super bad ass. But he got top in school, so who actually knew he would smoke, until photos are shown.

After that, we headed to sembawang, and had our mini comeback stage. Lol. Just us at the noraebang. Iza didn’t dare to sing, so the three of us basically dominated the microphones. After that, we headed home. Nothing much. Or was there bigger things? I don’t know.

Bring this up now. I need to release this anger. No wait, I’m not angry at all. Maybe just a little disappointed? Well, I hate smokers. Totally detest and despise them. And like what I mentioned, Jingxuan told me Yongguk smoked but she wasn’t sure of it. I wouldn’t be surprise, and I told myself that I wouldn’t be disappointed when she told me that. Indeed, at that moment, I didn’t feel anything. I thought it was his freedom to smoke or do anything like rape JiEun. But still, after I found the exact photo of him holding a cigarette, that moment, my heart did sink to the bottom. I’m not denying it. Now that I see everything with my eyes, I do feel a little disappointed. Why do the Yongguk I love so much have to do something I hate so much? I literally hate every smoker I know, including my dad. But, how is it ever possible for me to hate Yongguk? I mean, I can’t bring myself to do it. He’s lovable, he’s talented, he’s perfect. But smoking? It just spoil the perfect image I have towards him. He could have done something I don’t hate so much. Like bullying the my bias, Zelo, or hating JiEun, MY BANGSONG OTP, or whatever. Why just smoke? It’s not good for health, it’s disgusting and all. Did you just do it to release your stress? I don’t know.

Right now at this moment, I am talking like I’m his wife or his mother. Well, I’m not denying that I always delude about raping Yongguk, or treating Zelo as if he really is my husband. Yups, I know it’s just delusion. There’s many idols that smokes, and I always feel that they have the right to choose what they want to do and all those that anti them because of this is plain lame. Yet, here I am, updating about Yongguk. Now, I get how they feel. Although I’m not an anti because of his bad habit, and never will be, I think he should really stop. I seems to grew attached to the perfect leader that I really don’t want him to do anything that I don’t like. Well, all I’ve just said, was basically from my own point of view?

Many tried to cheer me up, telling me that they don’t think he is smoking anymore. I don’t know either. Maybe he isn’t doing it anymore. But if he did smoke once, it still means that he already polluted himself. No matter how hard he ever tries to stop smoking, he wouldn’t be as ‘clean’ as before.

Alright, I’m off. I don’t know if I’m tired or am I really disappointed. We shall see tomorrow when I wake up.

I guess I should stop seeing you for awhile.. I just don’t have the courage to.. Sorry.

“내 꿈은 마이크 쥐고 랩 하는 건데 오늘도 펜을 쥐고 수학공식을 적네.”

#nowplaying BANG&ZELO – Never Give Up (Ft. Heritage)

Anyone please tell me who the hell is Heritage._. Everytime I try to google search them, it turns out to be some random rocks? Anyway, my title is a like that Yongguk raps in Never Give Up! It means “My dream is to hold a mic and rap, but I’m sitting here once again, writing down maths formulas.” It applies to me too. I want to be a rapper, but I was sitting there writing maths formula. What’s more is that most of the time I sing it, it is maths period. (I didn’t do it on purpose. Lol.)

Yays~ It’s my last day of school!:D But I don’t really have the “schools out” mood. I don’t know why either.. But still, I am happy that it’s holiday~^^ Anyone have any jobs to suggest? I want to earn some money! My pocket is growing a big hole from all the albums and merchandises I bought.. TT_TT This is bad.. Cause my money is only going out, and not coming in TT_TT

I went to join Captains Ball today in the end. HAHAHA. Because Yingying didn’t come to school. Then I begged my teacher to let me in since there were enough players for table tennis already. She allowed!! 😀 Denise was in Kinect so I didn’t see her for a few hours ): That bastard was bad enough to separate Denise and I. I wanna slice him into 3 pieces and grind him into minced meat at that moment. ZZZZ. So bitchy. Then I was with Jingxuan at Captains ball.. Then Iza ditched her badminton team and came to the field to play Captains Ball with us! 😀 Hehehehe~ Then Iza, Haesu and I started dancing Hush then we video-ed it down. It’s stupid but fun! XD Okay, that’s not my normal dance standard ok! XD Don’t think I’m lousy! Okay, maybe I am 😛 All I did was take photos for everyone :3 Such a slack job. (Y) And our class won 2nd for captains ball. Although I didn’t play a little, I still got a trophy. HAHAHA. Happy! But the trophy is not in good quality. Why is my school forever so budget -__-

Had assembly after those events. DM started talking crap again. I seriously don’t see the point of telling us to not go shop lifting or commit any crimes. I mean, if people want to do it, no matter how many times you say it, they would still do it. People who won’t do it, and I’m part of them :P, would never do it. So what’s the point of it? Just let me go home 30 minutes earlier, I would greatly appreciate that..

I went down to NEX after school to pass Katt, my best friend, her present!^^ It’s her birthday! Happy birthday girl! Actually, I spoke to her classmates without her knowing and planned to give her a surprise! And yes, she was quite surprise. She’s an unnie to me! She is officially 17 now~^^

Since this post is short, I should give you some bonus~ Talking about my ideal type? 😀 Hehehehe.. BABAM!

P/S: Lol, not him.

My ideal type is a guy that is a combination of INFINITE and B.A.P. Lol, just joking. I would never find him this way.. Okay, let’s be realistic.. For me, it doesn’t really matter if he is good looking or not. My ideal type is a guy that does push-ups (THE CORRECT WAY OF COURSE!!) in black wife beater, showing his biceps and collarbone (actually, it’s mainly collarbone). Hahahaha. Am I weird? For babys who watched ‘Tadah! It’s B.A.P!’, I didn’t get the idea from episode 3 where Yongguk did push-ups to attract that lady! It was purely coincidence! I think that scene of the man would be so hot and sexy, even though he may not look handsome (though I have to agree face do affect a little..). And of course, we are talking about a guy that maybe have a little biceps (I don’t need a Jongup, I understand.. Hehehe!) and of course sexy collarbone.. Okay, maybe at least visible collar bones.

Maybe the way he smiles affects too. I don’t really have a person in particular that is my ideal type in reality. Haven’t meet someone so perfect to me yet. That’s kind of saddening actually.. ): OH AND 1 MORE THING ABOUT MY IDEAL TYPE. Deep and husky voice. Lol. Yea. It’s very much like Yongguk I guess? Maybe he affected me.. Though my bias is Zelo._.” I think deep and husky voice is very very warm. It’s soothing to me somehow. And whenever I tell my mum I like deep and husky voices, she would give me the WTF face. I don’t understand why. Erm, but I need deep and husky in a certain. There’s no point having the deepest/huskiest voice if it’s not what I want. So yea, I don’t know how to phrase it. But I just want it to Yongguk style. I think I should go and date Yongguk’s brother since Yongguk is with JiEun. Lolol.

AND YES. TALKING ABOUT BANGSONG. I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY!! Yongguk posted on his instagram (@realb2ng) that his hand already recovered and we don’t have to worry. And guess what! JIEUN REPLIED TO IT. OMG. YES. BANGSONG MOMENT!! Little fangirl here, dying from happiness!! Best moment!! :”)

There’s more reward today! Hehehehehe. BANGSONG obsessed. Can’t help it..

(Shooting me for revealing him and Jieun’s secret love that everyone knows about)

“넌 넌 넌 넌 절대 내게서 떨어질 수 없어.”

Neon print on 120524 with Jingxuan!^^

#nowplaying Song JiEun – Going Crazy (Ft. Bang Yongguk)

Crazy and obsessed fangirl here, still listening to Going Crazy ;~; Sometimes, I really think I love BANGSONG more than just Yongguk alone. I don’t know why. But I seems to love it SO MUCH when the both of them are together. Moment when Yongguk touched her hair, werco,weoituertqupou,pazpqwiepqoirc x10034283498231!! Crying from happiness!

Denise, Angela and Bryan are suffering from withdrawal symptoms because of BTOB. They went to watch the boys today. Actually, I don’t know if I made the correct choice to not go. Although I’m not a fan of them, but it’s so tempting because their performance is free. F R E E . But if I went, I may be a hard core fan after that, and then suffer like the three of them did.

But it’s a nice day though~ Hehehehe. I got back my report book. I failed my amaths and english. -expected- I only got 2As .___. This is so depressing. The number of subjects I fail = Number of subjects I aced. But my teacher think that I did well. Erm, ok? ._.” 59% is good. WOOH. I see my classmate who got 70% must be best absolute and perfect..

Then my form teacher called my dad and told him that my maths suck ._.” It’s not only calling to my dad, she called every parent who didn’t attend the meeting. And then I told her I blank out during exam. Which is half true and half fake. 😡

After that, went to Bugis with Jingxuan! I treated her chocolate milk. Poor pocket.. She wanted to get glasses and of course she got them, with my help! 😀 I helped her choose glasses! After that, we went to the neon print shop and took neon print. (Lol, you don’t say?) It was quite shocking that she don’t really take neon print because she definitely have the super girly face, as if she owns one neon print machine ._.” But she ended up telling me her last time taking neon print was when she was in Primary 5. After that, we went on the train and started talking about random stuff. And there’s one question that she asked me that I’m still thinking of the answer now.

“What will happen if the ambulance got into an accident?” Lol. I mean ambulance is suppose to be saving others lives, yet they got into accident. So who is going to save who?

Anyway, &LUS, means Lambent Unique Style. HAHAHA. Yea, we’re lame. But we just wanna have fun :> As usual, the few of us were slacking at the back of the class. Jingxuan and I was cracking our heads thinking what can L represents because we already decided for U and S. Denise was almost giving no suggestions and contribution!! XD And I just decided the L by myself, like just a minute ago. I texted Jingxuan and she didn’t reply. I don’t dare to tell Denise now, she is probably crying from her withdrawal symptoms..

There’s olympics in my school tomorrow. I was posted to Table Tennis by this stupid bastard in my class who didn’t allow any of us to choose the sports we wanna join. And fyi, I don’t even know how to hold the damn racket. But Iza and I are gonna go around the school and loiter. Who asked that bastard to be so bossy. ZZZ.

Enough of my bitching. Thanks for reading~ Here, my gift! :>

“사랑이 아냐, 이건 사랑이 아냐.”

And finally, here is my wordpress :3 Had been loitering around wordpress for a few hours because i can’t figure out how to use it .____.”

Mask challenge on 120522~^^

#nowplaying Song JiEun – Going Crazy (Ft. Bang Yongguk)

Yea, many people may think my songs very limited, cause I always seems to be listen to only a few songs. Okay, I just love to repeat my favourite songs over and over again~^^ Jingxuan was trying to guess how long would it take for me to get sick of Going Crazy ._.!! To be honest, I only knew about Yongguk this year. I didn’t listen to Going Crazy until this year, neither do I know he had a collaboration with Yoseob. Okay, maybe I knew there was BANG&ZELO, but I didn’t know BANG is Yongguk, or Yongguk is BANG. But anyway, I’m still a baby and bangster now, so who cares about the past! 😛

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Went to the airport to send my mum to Hongkong 5am in the morning. I’m awesome right? Yea, thanks. And I got free KFC breakfast. Yumyumzz~ Took away those honey biscuit because there were too much. My brother was kind enough to send me to school, but I got nagged during the whole journey. And then, I reached school at 7am, but my classes won’t start until 8.30am. [lame shit stuff..]

Rachel, Iza, Denise, Jingxuan and I connected our tables during lessons. We were supposed to sit around the middle, but we somehow ended up sitting at the back of the class, I got no idea how. First two periods were supposed to be free period, but Ms Liu came in to go through her accounting paper. Yes, so much for having a hardworking teacher.. Rachel and Iza were in their own world having their own conversation. Denise, Jingxuan and I were happily giggling at stupid jokes. Then we started doing lame stuff like giving ourselves names. We were supposed to do it since our first time going to kbox, aka our debut stage (WOOH), together. But we ended up doing it only today, because we didn’t have idea before that, and had too much time today. At 11.06am, Jingxuan suggested “1106” LOLOL. That girl.. Then later on, I was checking out the calculator, and suggested “πr^2”. Then we started giving more and more random names by what we see. Then I had a lot of conditions today, erm, yes like onew. Lol.

And boom! We finally came up with the name! &lus, AKA endless. HEHEHEHE. So pretty right! :3 *proud* Don’t judge ok. It’s pretty~^^~ Went to the bookstore after that to get stuff for katt‘s birthday! Love her!♡ Hehehe. Spent about $25, my pocket TT_TT And what’s more, I haven’t even print the photos that I want to. So my pocket’s hole is going to get bigger..): And I got her another gift~ It’s even prettier!! Puahahha.

Before my classes ended, I fount out that Matthew was sitting on my “byeontae” chair. HAHAHA. Suits him, since he is even dirtier, hornier and more pervert than I am. I was laughing at him so madly with Jingxuan. Even got a snapshot of it. PUAHAHAHHA.

And I didn’t go for BTOB fansign! Couldn’t get the album): Still thinking if I should go and watch their performance tomorrow. It’s free and they are going to perform 5 songs, 3 from their first album, and 2 others that they have never performed before. Probably Irresistible Lips? But it’s going to be 9pm!! ): It’s so late and I still have school the following day. Urgh, I don’t know! ><

I’m so hungry now~ ;~; Skipped my lunch & dinner because my brother isn’t willing to cook for me. How cool is he? I want food I want food I want food.. Okay, I shall go off and do my friend’s gift~^^

Okay, here’s a prize for finish reading my first post! :>