“닐리리 라라라 닐리리야 닐리리맘보”

#nowplaying Block B – Nillili Mambo

Seems like I’m really a hephap addict.. I don’t really like ballad or pop songs like most do. I prefer hephap, raps, upbeat, heavier, or what others refer as noisy, songs like Nanrina, Warrior, Going Crazy, etc. Actually I’m not sure what’s the genre of Going Crazy either.. But never mind!

Got myself a holiday job. Supposedly was with Atiqah, but some problem came up, and things happened here and there, so ended up with Denise, Crystal and Syairah. Well, it’s sad that Atiqah can’t come. This job better make me feel happy or I’ll kill myself. I went through so much hardship for this job really. Just because it’s at a korean restaurant and I know they would play kpop. And who knows maybe they will play any of my favourite songs. It’s a kind of motivation too, if you get what I mean. :3 I’m supposed to work tomorrow actually, but then my dad told me I was having a high fever and I can’t go to work. -sense the sarcasm- Well, I told the manager that I had a HIGHHHH fever and couldn’t work and she told me to rest well. I’m quite guilty for that actually.. My dad really.. -_______- How can he teach me how to be be dishonest and irresponsible. I swear I would say I have a high fever when I don’t want to go school. And they can’t do anything to me. This is what they taught me alright.

This job is really not bad. I mean, my boss is a korean lady. She is pretty and all. I sounded like a lesbian, but she is married and even has a daughter. When we were cleaning the restaurant on Friday, her daughter was sitting in the room enjoying the computer. Crystal and I walked pass and felt so jealous.. TT_TT She is earning the customers’ money, we are earning her money.. But Denise and I kept motivating each other on the bus by telling each other “IT’S FOR YOUR ZELO AND MY OT13.” Fangirls, really.. My manager was kind too. She texted me and told me “C u gals tmr”. Her short forms.. And she even used smileys ._. Quite shocking. And on Friday, she told us “Faster finish up! I want to go home!” And I replied to her “I want to go home too.” Lol, and she hit my butt. She’s really friendly.

Well, I don’t know why either, but my post seems to be getting more boring. Whatever.

HAJIMA TEASER IS COMING OUT LATER AT 10AM KST. WHICH IS 9AM HERE. THAT MEANS I WILL HAVE TO WAKE UP TO WATCH IT, SPAZZ AND THEN TRY MY BEST TO GET BACK TO SLEEP. YOU KNOW THAT ANNOYING FEELING?! TSENT CAN’T YOU JUST FREAKING RELEASE IT AT NIGHT?! I KNOW YOU NEED TO SLEEP BUT I DIDN’T ASK YOU TO DO THAT EVERYDAY. Oh wait, BAP come back every two months.. BUT YOU ONLY DONT GET TO SLEEP EARLY FOR A DAY EVERY 2 MONTHS. SO YOU SHOULD REALLY LET IT BE AT MIDNIGHT. IF YOU ARE RELEASING THE MV AT 9AM ON TUESDAY, I AM GOING TO GO TO THE TOILET DURING LESSON AGAIN. That was what I did during Secret‘s POISON mv. I acted like I need to go to the toilet urgently even though it was after recess. And my teacher totally believed me and I was quite guilty. When I got back to my class, my class asked me how was peeing with Secret. LOL. Mean people reveal me but seems like my teacher don’t get a thing, so it’s okay.

BAP KILLING CAMP. URGH. MY FEELS. THE DAEJAE MOMENT, THE BANGHIM MOMENT, THE YOUNGLO MOMENTS, THE DAEUP MOMENTS. ALL THE BOATS ARE SEALING!! ALL OF THEM ARE 5-TIMERS OMG. No wait, Yongguk, Himchan and Zelo are 6-timers. Yongguk has 1 more Jieun, Himchan has 1 more Hyosung, and Zelo has 1 more me! :3 hehehehe.  OH MY GOSH I JUST CAN’T. YOUNGJAE SEEMS TO BE SO SHIPPABLE WITH EVERYONE -CREYS- YONGGUK‘S AND HIMCHAN‘S AEGYO DIFFERENCE OMG. YONGGUK WITH A STRAIGHT FACE AT FIRST AND DID A BABY SOUND LMFAO. HE GOT SCOLDED. BUT LATER WHEN HIMCHAN SPAMMED AEGYO AT THE SERGEANT, THE SERGEANT COULDN’T TAKE IT. EVEN I CAN’T. CHANNIE MAKES MY FINGERS AND TOES CURL. HEHEHEHE. AND DAEHYUN WITHOUT MAKEUP. I really don’t see how bad his complexion is.. Maybe because it wasn’t a HD video lmfao. ZELO AND MUDFLAT. OMG. TALKING ABOUT MUDFLAT, I’VE NEVER ACTUALLY FIND DIRTY GUYS IN MUD SO CHARMING. I MEAN, WEARING A WHITE SHIRT AND ROLLING IN THE MUD. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE THIS KIND OF SCENE. BEFORE YOU CAN EVEN DO IT, YOUR MUM WOULD PROBABLY KICK YOUR ASS FOR MAKING HER WASHING MACHINE SUFFER. Okay, nvm about that, it seems like everything BAP does is charming to me. LOLOL. PLEASE KPOPOBSESSED07 UPLOAD THE LAST PART OF EPISODE 2 ENG SUB NOW. I NEED IT NOW TT_TT

The maknae has changed. HEHEHEHEHE. LOVE YOU♥

“소중했던 시간들 난 깊이 간직하겠어”

#nowplaying Bang Yongguk – I Remember (With Daehyun)

Well, this may be a little late but yeah.. One of my best friend’s uncle past away and she’s really feel down. I didn’t really cheered her on for the past few days, because I didn’t know what to say. When it comes to situation like this, I really can’t handle. And what’s  more, I’ve never experience the same situation before, where someone that I’m really close to past away, neither do I want that to happen. I knew it was hard for her, but I don’t exactly know how hurtful it would be. Like to the extend that if it was me, I would isolate myself from the rest of the world or even commit suicide. She was strong, I guess. I didn’t dare to contact her for a few days. Yea, I’m quite retarded and er, I am not a really good friend. But I really didn’t know how to handle it, so.. I’m not really close to her uncle, so I don’t really feel sad. I feel sorry yes, but not to the extend that I would actually feel sad, I really didn’t feel anything other than sorry. Sorry for being only sorry, really. That’s one reason why I didn’t cheer her up. I didn’t want to tell her things like “It’s sad.” “Don’t worry, he would get better.” “He would be alright.” I didn’t want to give false hope, although that’s what I should be doing. Not really false hope, but a hope that may cheer her up. God is unfair, yes. Good people deserves to have better life, and bad ones needs to get karma, but it always seems to be the other way round. Why? Because it’s unfair. But now I really feel guilty towards my best friend cause I didn’t cheer her on even when others not close to her uncle consoled her too. I too truly believe that he doesn’t want to see any of my friend’s family members feel so depressed, but humans can’t help it, no one is prepare for their loves ones’ death. Stay strong.

“가슴이 고장난 것처럼 난 사랑에 불이 나고 “

#nowplaying B.A.P – Crash

This song is just too cute~ Hehehehe, but from another a none kpop fan point of view, its pure gayness. OTL. But who cares. I mean, we ship them together, its already making them gay. LOL. But still, from Yongguk carrying Zelo bridal style, to Yongguk and Himchan‘s forehead kiss and Youngjae and Jongup‘s slaps, everything is just so perfect<3 And ‘babo cheoreom’ line, Himchan that cutie totally killed me. And Daehyun‘s fringe made him look extra cute and young!!! Then with his eyesmile. ofgodfhgskjdlfhgkjdslhfgksdnfogicro. URGH. MY FEELS ;-; HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME, NEOL BOMYEO SUMI GAPPA REALLY.

I don’t know why but I seems to fight with Junjie, a lot a lot. Wait, don’t misunderstand, we don’t have special feelings for each other. I’m loyal to Junhong. But still, it’s either we are fighting, or we are scolding each other. Whatever. He don’t even seems to feel guilty for what he did most of the time -_-

Anyway, I got the call from tvNStarHunt to go for the top100 audition, but I didn’t go. Didn’t felt that it’s my chance, so yea. And it’s not my ideal company, it’s okay.. I still want to go TS Entertainment more. Yups, TS Family. HAHAHHAH. SECRET COMEBACK SOON WOO WOO WOO. HYOSEONG‘S SEXY CONCEPT PHOTO URGH I’M TURNING GAY FOR SECRET ALREADY. HIMCHAN GO AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR SECRET LOVE BEFORE I RAPE HER. Lol, kidding.

TSENT is really sucking more and more money from me TT_TT Here I am cursing them, yet I let them suck my money willingly. I am going to pay for my slogan and whistle this wednesday. And holy shit. It’s daylight robbery. People sell it at $12. They sell it at $24. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! DOUBLE THE FCKING PRICE. But it’s the only blogshop that sells them in Singapore. So I don’t know what am I suppose to do.. Then TSENT just have to release a damn membership for B.A.P Fan Club. Just go and fck yourself. After all this shit, I’m only left with like $70 dollar or something. Then I have to prepare another $30 for Recording Take #3. URGH. Then SECRET comes around and boom a mini album, another $20 gone. MY MONEY.. DO YOU FCKING KNOW WE ARE STUDENTS?!?!!? TT_TT MONEY HARD TO GET.

WHY NOT YOU TAKE ME AS YOUR TRAINEE AND GIVE ME FREE GOODS?!

 

 

“Get Up, Get Up, 괴롭고 지쳐도 I Never Give Up, 포기하고 싶어도”

#nowplaying Zinger – Amazinger.

Online auditions for tvNStarHunt already ended. They already started calling up some of the top100 since Monday, and I haven’t even gotten a call. To be honest, I don’t even know if I can get into top 100 cause I think there will be a lot of people will potential. And it definitely put a lot of stress and pressure on me, even before I record the video. I cried a few times because of this contest and I don’t even know why am I so stressed out by it. I used to think I can dance, even a bit, but after I tried recording the video, I started wondering what have I been doing for the past 12 years that I’ve been dancing. Maybe because I’m not good at pop dance? ._.” I don’t know.

Well, and now I seriously regretted not putting my LTE Rap in front of my video. Now, they may just freaking skip my whole video because my Love Is MOVE is so damn super awkward and dumb. At first I thought it was fine, but after watching a few more times, I think I look more and more stupid. And I was telling Bryan that we should have sing “Call Me Maybe”. And he told me that we should have sang “Call Me NOW.” Lol. I know right. You really should call me already.. I already had enough. I don’t want another sleepless night.. Please, tvN and cube?

Just really hope they would call me right now. Chances getting lower and lower day by day. I don’t know what to say. Some of the people who got through the audition, isn’t really good. Not saying that I’m really good, but yeah.. I should be given a chance too ok!! HEhehehe. Just let me go korea? Thanks!

“더는 없어 정의는 없어 돈 앞에다 굴복하는 세상이야”

#nowplaying B.A.P – Power

Such a bad week for me, and it’s going to be worse next week.

I served my detention for the first time this Wednesday because I was late to school. So I rot in the detention room for a whole two hours. It’s boring, thats it. Nothing much. Don’t need to do anything else. It quite suck especially when you are alone. Then I have a rehearsal to run after that. The stupid discipline master doesnt want to believe me that I really have rehearsal. So I was late and boom had so much to catch up after that.

On Thursday, I met that lesbian again. She was on the bus then I walked pass her, not realising that it’s her. After that I took a seat and I saw her. Tried to cover my face, but then she kept waving at my direction. I already acted like I didn’t realise her and blasted my music so she can tell I can’t hear her even if she scream. But damn, I accidentally eye contact with her. And she asked me why she can’t find the facebook link that I gave her. So I gave her another fake username, again. If she sees me again, she better be smart enough to know that I just don’t want to give her my contacts.

Then today, got back our maths test. Results were better than expected, an A1 for my Amaths, for the first time I actually pass. But then the teacher actually knew everyone cheated. The class next door got the test first, so one of my friend came back and gave us the question. So we actually knew them much before hand. Then the questions got spread to next class somehow, so almost everyone knew the questions beforehand. So when we got home, I think our form teacher got known about it, then he posted on our facebook group that he is disappointed, but he didn’t tell us what happened. Trying to lure us to tell him the truth lol? Some of my classmates actually acted blur and commented “what happened?” Abit stupid, but who cares. And what’s worse another guy from our class got caught for cheating in his Geography paper. If my form teacher knows about this too, we are all dead. Two cases of cheating.

I guess we will just get it from him on Monday. Since he has 1 hour of lesson on monday, long enough for him to scold us. And I heard that the teacher from the first class wanted to find out who is the person who leaked the questions to us. But guess what? The teacher isn’t even very honest herself and she is trying to catch up? For our Mid-Year Exam, she gave her class a mock exam. Yea, she call it a mock exam. I call it a duplicated mid-year paper with different numbers. Is her case any better than us? That’s as good as giving them the paper. While the rest of my classmates are scoring an average of D7, which is a fail, her class almost has full passes. Now I think that POWER’s lyrics are seriously meant for my class. Himchan’s and Jongup‘s first parts and the chorus. Okay back to this. Don’t she feel embarrassed when she is a teacher and she cheated for her student. And she still has the cheek to actually try to find out who is the one who helped us all? I know cheating is not the right thing to do. But all the person who leaked the question was trying to help the rest of us. May be saying that it’s not helping us, but this thing, only the weaker students understand. And whats worse, the person who leaked is someone that I’m really close to. I am doing all I can to protect that person. Like asking people to delete all the photographs that they took of the paper, and so on. Now the main problem is that we wouldn’t know who is sore enough to reveal the person who leaked the questions.

On tuesday, I’m going to have rehearsal. Not a bad thing, but it’s going to be so tiring, especially when I’m so tired. I quite like rehearsal actually. Since I get to slack around. Going anywhere I like, since I’m doing two items. HAHAHAHA. On wednesday, there’ll probably be practice. Last self training before we stand on the stage. Thursday is going to be full dress~ I don’t get it. Our performance is on Friday and the full dress is on Thursday. What if something happened to our costume? Or if our costume is not acceptable? Lol. And Friday comes the official performance. Need to run 2 items.. Only have probably 20minutes to get my hair set, my makeup done, and my costume changed. Big challenge to be honest. Especially when my second item is the last item and my first item already drain away almost all my energy.. But whatever it is, I’m gonna have fun at my second item. Already predicted that (:

After Friday, I’m going to get freed from school. YAYS. For one full week. Hopefully there won’t be too much holiday training, or just let them fall on Monday and Tuesday. I want to study for the rest of the days. Really need to buck up on my maths. You know, I can’t depend on others forever.. Someday, I mean like in 40 more days, I’ll have to do it alone too..

Mentally and physically tired, a massage from anyone please?

“심장에 울리는 내 말이 니말과 다르니 화가나니 들어 4마디 잔소리”

#nowplaying B.A.P – Warrior

Fruitful week last week. Erm, in terms of the things I actually ate lol. Went to Universal Studios on Saturday, not too bad. But the Madagascar rides were totally not my games. -_- Since I went there with Katt, Kelly, and Dongxuan, we planned to only play rides like The Revenge or Mummy or whatever it is, Transformers, and Cyclone ride thing. Kelly’s younger cousin came and we accompanied her to play.. MERRY-GO-ROUND. OMG. WTF. We actually tried to lie to her that we were scared of Merry-go-round and she was like “What is so scary about it” So we just played along and said because it moves up and down too fast. But we still played it with her anyway. The four of us were like “Ah.. this is so scary.. when will it end? ahhh” Those kind of fake screams lmfao. And she still believed that we were scared. Maybe because she’s too young. But she is really mature. When Katt, Dongxuan and I talk to her, we feel retarded. After that, we got tricked to ride on a boat in Madagascar, which they claimed to be a ship. The four of us expected a vikine ship or something, when we arrived, we were asking if we went to the wrong place a not. The boat actually moves even slower than I walk -_- So the four of us were actually taking selcas and twittering on that stupid ride. We were all super active before that ride, but after that, the four of us wanted to sleep. After that, we left her with Dongxuan’s brother and we went to ride Mummy, for like 1238265209384 times. I was even singing in the rides. Lol. I sang To You, Warrior, and some other songs that I felt like it. We kept sitting on the first row and we kept posing for the cameras LOL. Even though we don’t buy the photos, we still posed. We even called the statues “oppar” and started greeting in korean lmfao. Later on, we wanted to sit one cart by ourselves so I can sing even louder. There’s a girl who worked that tried to help us. But this freaking irritating bastard actually made us get on the cart with everyone else. RETARDED BITCH. But anyway, it was actually quite a good trip to USS since we always have been going in a super huge group, but this time the group is so much smaller, lesser things to care for, lesser burden, everything is so much easier! So it’s much more fun! 😀

Went to Gardens By The Bay yesterday! The four of us were walking in our row at Bayfront’s MRT station. Then Kelly’s cousin was like “Why are you guys always walking like this? I suspect you are from a band.” And Kelly was like “Yea, we are rockers.” And we started saying that we are multi-talented. LMFAO. Walking outside at 2pm in the afternoon is the worst choice ever. Other than hot, it’s hot. But the Cloud Forest was quite good afterwards, cause it felt like there’s aircon though they claimed that there isn’t. The four of us took a shot together, being really retarded. We don’t really look good in the photo, but the feeling and atmosphere is really (Y) Love that photo so much!! Its like those photos in movies or dramas, when a 10 years later ‘you’ think back to the memories you had with your friends!!

And then, today is a turn off after all the fun -_- I went for rehearsal. I was about to skip it because I’m too lazy, but they told me to just sit and look at how the rehearsal and taiji class goes even if I’m not feeling well. So I went, but I still danced after that. Since I was just faking about not feeling well. You got to know, my best friend is Denise, who is forever skipping her CCA. Got influenced. -coughs-

“…진실없는 사실들”

#nowplaying T-ARA – I’m Okay.

Hwayoung is leaving T-ARA, after this 20 months that they spent together. It may be a good to Hwayoung, the rest of T-ARA members, and to fans. But it’s not even fair to Hwayoung. She is the one that get bullied, and why is she the one that get kicked out. Well, there weren’t any powerful evidence that the T-ARA members bullied her, but I believed it so. Since Boram actually unfollowed her on twitter, and even broke her umbrella. Hyomin even poked her eyes in front of the cameras, and Eunjung even stuffed some buns into her mouth. Damn, can’t you girls grow up? I get it that it’s hard to accept that someone is going to go into your group, and get more lines, making you get lesser lines and what-so-ever shit. But it’s not even fair. Ignoring her in the dorms are already enough, but what? Swearing at her when she can’t get the dance steps right and saying things like “You can’t even do this?” in her face just because she can’t get the steps right, this is really unacceptable. Not trying to boost, but I have been dancing for my past 12 years in life (I’m 15 now, lol), it’s still hard to get some movements right immediately. What’s more is that she isn’t even the lead dancer. Would you actually curse at Jiyeon if she can’t get the moves right? Just because she came in the last, that doesn’t give you the rights to do all this harsh things to her.

Although I am not a Hwayoung biased, or even a T-ARA stan, but I really have to say, Hwayoung is the most talented in T-ARA. Firstly, she proved herself that she didn’t go plastic surgery by pushing her nose until it looked like a pig nose. But the rest of the T-ARA members? I believed they at least went under the knife once. I wouldn’t’ say I mind plastic surgery. In fact, I want to go and do it myself. Lol. My face. But people had been commenting on her, saying that she isn’t as pretty as the rest of the members. Do you even know how much the rest of them spent on their face? Secondly, Hwayoung is the rapper, like Eunjung and Hyomin. But among the three of them, I proudly agree Hwayoung is the best rapper. Well, it may be because her rapping style is really close to my ideal genre of songs. Those bad ass, hephap and very heavy songs. No wait, actually in general, she is counted as one of my favourite female rapper already. Though everyone is doing different style in rapping, Hwayoung is really good for a 20 months rapper already. I mean yes, she may be a trainee before that, I’m not sure, but ever since she debut, her rap had always been awesome and nice. It was the lyrics? Partially yes, but it had to be Hwayoung too. She definitely made all the recent T-ARA songs a big hit. T-ARA won a total of 27 awards on k-charts, 20 awards were received after Hwayoung joined in. Yups, it may be because of their songs likes Lovey Dovey, Roly Poly were really good. But do you think you can really win those awards without such a good rapper? Just by the performance on 120727 on Music Bank without Hwayoung and Soyeon, we can already see the big big big difference between Hwayoung rapping and the other two rapper’s rapping. Since Hwayoung wasn’t there, they get more lines, aren’t they supposed to be happy and perfect it, to show CCM that they deserve more lines? But in fact, they screwed the rap up. Not so much of Eunjung, but I still prefer Hwayoung‘s rapping style. But Hyomin really screwed up the whole rap until it can’t be any worse, judging by that she is a rapper of the group.

Now, I’ll start to talk about that stupid dumb company of T-ARA‘s. They just lost a freaking talented rapper. It’s like they just threw a swimmer into the swimming pool. Obviously the swimmer would still swim perfectly fine. Or even better than it used to be. Well, now they are like dumping Hwayoung, it’s not like other companies wouldn’t take her. She is probably busy going to different companies now to read the contract they offer her, while CCM is sobbing over how fans actually turned T-ARA‘s official fan cafe into an anti fan cafe. Those fans are really too sweet omg. Something that I find very contridating is that CCM said that if any members actually oppose or rebell the idea of letting Areum and Dani join, they won’t hesitate to to kick that member out. So you mean that rebelling your ideas isn’t allowed, but you can actually bully the member, physically and mentally? Or are you trying to be biased against Hwayoung. Allowing everyone to bully her, but protecting Areum and Dani?

How can T-ARA even accept Dani when they already hated Hwayoung. Qri and Boram, oldest in T-ARA are older than my brother by a year, Dani, the maknae of the group, is younger than me, by a year or two. Their age difference is 12 years. TWELVE YEARS. THATS THREE GENERATION GAPS. The age gap is even bigger than their age gap with Hwayoung!! How can they even accept Dani!?!?!?!!!!!!

What’s the most scary is T-ARA. If I chose to believe that T-ARA really did bully Hwayoung, this is really.. Okay, this isn’t meant to be offensive, but the girls are really despicable. In recent interviews or tv programs, they asked Eunjung what do she see T-ARA is going to be in 10 years’ time. She said that even if they weren’t doing music together, they would still remain as best friends. Wow, this is how you treat your best friends? HA. And the most scary thing is Hwayoung is being ignored in dorms, or getting sweared at, but when they are in front of the cameras, they started to hang their arm on her shoulder, treat her really nice, even I can imagine how scary it is. People who hates and despise you so much changed into a totally different person, being friendly and kind to you, just because of their own reputation. Don’t you think.. this is being too two-faced? Maybe because I personally can’t tolerate two-faced and I definitely am not one since I hate them too much. I actually confess about everything I hate, in front of anyone. Yea, bad thing of being too straightfoward and blunt -_- I mean, they could at least treat her a little better. They ditched her at home when they went for grocery shopping. And that I really can’t forgive. I love to do grocery shopping together with love ones, it feels like it brings them together, closer and warmer. So if they don’t bring her there together, I interpret it as if they weren’t even giving her a chance to be close with them.

I know my ranting is long, and probably no one would care. Or maybe too much will care for that I kind of criticised them. I am no one to judge, just my strong feels towards this incident okay. So no bash me please, thanks.

OH AND ONE MORE THING. DO YOU EVEN THINK HWAYOUNG WANTED THAT NIP SLIP?!?! WHY IS T-ARA BLAMING HER FOR THAT?! Showing people your nipple is not a very proud thing. I mean in fanfic yes, but not on the tv?!

Hwayoung, stay strong. Even though I’m not your fan, I already made the promise to myself that I will buy your future albums, because I know it will be very good, obviously with my favourite rapper puahaha, and prove to CCM that they really did loss a talent.

P/S: My longest post so far. Even longer than my Yongguk smoking rants.

“BABY WHUTS UP! 우리가 왔어!”

#nowplaying B.A.P – No Mercy

TOO AWESOME TO BE TRUE. LOVE NO MERCY SO MUCH!!♥♥♥♥ THOSE BODY WAVES AND CROTCH GRABS. AHHH!! KILL ME THIS WAY. I ALMOST PULLE OFF ALL MY HAIR WHEN I SAW THE M/V. OH GOD. WHAT CAN BE BETTER THAN THIS?!?!?!? URGH. AND I LOVE HOW HIMCHAN GETS MORE LINES AND JONGUP GETS A SOLO DANCE! AND JONGUP IS SO MUCH MORE CONFIDENCE IN SINGING NOW!! IN MR REMOVE, I BARELY HEAR HIM LAST TIME. NOW HE IS LOUD AND CLEAR!!!  :”D TSENT IS FINALLY RECOGNISING THEM MORE!!! 😀 LOVE HIMCHAN IN THOSE SUITS. URGH. YOU ARE TOO PERFECT. WHY ALL OF YOU TAKE TURNS WRECK MY BIAS LIST EVERY COMEBACK!?!?!!!!!!!!

Had a piggy back ride from Rayshaun today :”) Because they were trying to force me to drink a mouth of kickapoo but I’m on a diet. So he asked “What can I do so that you will drink 1 mouth” I’m like “nothing” but Joel reminded me that I always wanted a piggy back ride, from anyone. HAHAH. Yes, leaving under the rock for 15 years, I never actually get a piggy back ride for at least 10 years. So I totally forgot the feeling of it. So at last, I drank a mouth and got carried around the classroom. Wish fulfilled! (Y) Joel even got a capture of it and I posted it on my instagram! :3

My uncle, auntie and 3 cousins came to Singapore. Stupid cockblockers. That meant that I cannot read or write smut for as long as 4 days. I was going to die, but I am strong now because I just updated my threesome of Zelo, Eunwon and Jongup. PUAHHAHAH. Those kids were all sitting in front of me while I was smiling like an idiot to myself. They all started asking me if I was talking to my boyfriend or something. I was thinking “Not only talking to him in between our sex, but commanding him to speed up.” PUAHHAHAHAHAA. Happyfangirl x12345347359852304. It was risky and dangerous cause they may find out, but damn, it’s fun cause of it was so nerve-wrecking. HEHEHHEHEHEHE.

Oh and Yongguk produced Voicemail, a track in NO MERCY EP. When is secret going to comeback!! HE SHOULD PRODUCE SECRET‘S SONG, ESPECIALLY FOR JIEUN YOU KNOW!! Yes, I’m always a BANGSONG shipper! 😀 Forever and always ok! Love this couple too much!!! *Adores*

And OMG GOOD NEWS. AFTER 3 WEEKS OF STUPID DIET, I FINALLY LOST 2KG. OH MY LIFE. ITS SO FREAKING SLOW BUT I AM HAPPY I AT LEAST LOST A LITTLE. But guess what, we just eat some super fattening food because of those retarded relatives of mine. I need to be there to accompany them you know TT_TT for every food they can’t finish, I get stuffed with the remaining. What a life TT_TT so I may go back to what I originally am. Though it feels good to eat, but erm, I feel so guilty afterwards. Guilty pleasure. Lol.

Since it’s their comeback now, let me show you some good stuff like I normally do! 😀

(P.S: Noticed that I seem to have a few more Himchan gifs here? Deal with my Channie feels.)

“난 너 없인 안 될 것 같아..”

#nowplaying B.A.P – It’s All Lies

This song is really too beautiful~ ;_; OTL Why those boys so flawless?♥

Finally got rid of one of the Chanyeol photocards for my friend! 😀 And then, he gave me the money to sponsor me to buy my recording take #2!! He is too good!! Hehehehehe. Actually, I do have the money, but I am just to reluctant to use it. It’s like using my one week allowance to buy photographs. Oh my god, just made myself sound dumb because I already bought it.

Was watching their fancams in Malaysia. Envy those malaysia babyz! ): They actually watched Himdaejae‘s Baby live. So much Himdae moments omg. Those three cuties!! And and Jongup who seems like he already grew up!! Ahhh!! He stripped. No matter how many times I watch it, I still have ovary explosion. Pardon me for my language lmfao. Then Yongguk and Daehyunnie‘s I Remember, too hot omg too hot too hot. ZELO HAD A SOLO STAGE OF NEVER GIVE UP. GOODNESS, THAT LITTLE THING IS TOO HOT TO HANDLE. HE WAS WEARING UNIFORM THEN HE STARTED BREAK DANCING HALF WAY WITH A CAP ON. LIKE WHICH BBOY CAN BE AS HOT AS MY BABY CAN BE!?!!?

Finally done with the stupid POA project. We were actually fooling around half of the time because Jingxuan and I kept copying scenes from TADAH It’s B.A.P! Too precious XD We even did Zelo‘s favourite “BaBAM!” With his hand sign! AHH MY FAVOURITE! We added “Hellllllllllloooooooooooooooo VENUS!” in with the action. It’s too cutie! XD

Idol sports are over! Waiting for it to broadcast~ That’s like my favourite event throughout the year omg. I wanna be there too ): I don’t mean to watch, but if I get a chance why not, I mean to participate! Yea, to become and idol and stuff. Then you will get fan service. Then you make friends with them. Oh god, what is life.

Nothing much to say. OH BUT ONE THING! SOMEONE HAD A DEDICATION VIDEO TO ME! 😀 SO TOUCH! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ She is too sweet~ And she happens to know cantonese too! 😀 Hehehehehe. Here, watch this sweet girl! 😀

“Oh Mr. Bang Bang! 거기 서 Babe~”

#nowplaying Dal Shabet – Mr Bang Bang

Doesn’t it reminds you of Yongguk? Cause it does to me._.” Mr Bang Bangs *horny face* If you get what I mean.. 😛

Anyway, I just found out that Denise still stalks my twitter. Okay, actually not just, it’s few days ago. And I was traumatized omfg. She stalks me and come to me and tell me about things I tweeted. Now I feel JiEun in Going Crazy. Okay, kidding lol. But still, it’s not fair if she knows my fan account and I don’t know hers, so I changed my twitter username though I really love mrschoijello(w) alot alot alot!! oh mum, i’m still zelo biased even though my name is not zelo related anymore):

And TSENT YOU BITCH WHY YOU SO FAST COME OUT RECORDING TAKE #2!!! NOW I HAVE TO USE ALL THE MONEY I SAVE THIS WEEK AND BUY THAT DAMN PHOTOBOOK. ALTHOUGH IM WILLINGLY LETTING YOU SUCK ALL MY MONEY, BUT YOU CANT PUSH YOUR LUCK OK. I REALLY VERY POOR. OH MY FANGIRL LIFE. LATER YOU COME TO SINGAPORE I NO MONEY GO YOUR SHOWCASE YOU REGRET OK. Ok, I’m the one that will regret. Oh my life..

And I’m on a diet since 4 days ago.. Thanks people who is supporting me. Hopefully my weight can drop to 45kg as soon as possible. I don’t want to stand on the stage with a layer of fats on my stomach exposed. My tragic life experience during CNY performance.. ;_; So from now on, please pray that I’ll lost all my weight soon. Though my ideal weight is suppose to be 42kg, I don’t think I have the motivation to seriously lose 3 more kg after I strike 45kg.. But still!! I really hope I can go to 42kg. But I must hit 45kg in 2 months. Is it too long? Then maybe 1 month. Okay, I want I want I want.

Denise and Iza‘s birthday is coming! Okay, actually there’s still a month lol. But we already prepared to go to ktv again. Poor iza. Don’t know if she would come with us anot because she paid to accompany us the other time. She didn’t sing a single word omg. But we said we would take concept photos there. Lol. We and our delusional world hahahaha. And we would buy helium balloons to suck and take video! 😀 Happygirls97. Really wanted to suck helium gas but it’s like so expensive. So we wait for a special occasion and suck it together. Maybe I’ll sing them a birthday song with that! 😀 And and erm, I’ll go for Yongguk‘s going crazy rap with that voice!!! Makes me excited just thinking about it. HAHAHA.

It’s already 1st July here! So, you know what? HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY MISS A UNNIES!! SAY A ALL THE 4 OF YOU!! :”) To be honest, I started off hating missA. Don’t remember for what reason but I think it was because of Fei and Jia who are from China. Okay, why am I being racist when I’m a chinese -_-” But then there’s one time when I met them at the airport coincidentally, and they actually smiled at me though I wasn’t there because of them. And there’s some other fan service I don’t have time to brag about right now! 😛 So yea, let me start some photos and gif spam again before I leave! 😀